30.04.2017

kadıköy

yolcu vapuru uzaklaşırken fokurdayan deniz,
fokurdarım kıyından uzaklaşırken
sigara yakarım gizliden
burnunda simit kokusu
halat mesafesindeyiz,
yolun aklıma karışır

güzelini sardığım şehir yarışır teninle,
iki kule mesafesindeyiz
deniz girer aramıza,
solun yanıma bulaşır

tuzlu tat dudaklarından okunur,
okurum alemi severken
şehirler mesafesindeyiz,
dünün yarınıma sarılır
baş harflerimizin arasına
kalp kondurmaya ne hacet!

15.04.2017


Days keep passing after each all an' yo are hopeless
Even after months maybe each pieces of his soul going to keep their existence
Push your self out of this bed which has all your intimacy while you were wild
Retry , retry maybe for a thousand more time , get up
Everything may be meaningless for you, it does not mean yo are broken
Say yourself you love him, never lie to yourself but do not attach this feeling
So what happens? Sure, you do love him. That's a great thing, that means yo are not an asshole!
I am a human being, all is normal. Repeat after and after.
Only you can help yourself, even your friends be helpless to get you sometimes
Never give up, never think stopping, just go on, as they say life goes on.

Sometimes you are gonna be bagging God only for a hug from him
Tears gonna fall, recklessly
A desire for his one good word told you million of times
No one , the hand of no one but his
Death feelings, trash feelings, cemetery feelings, rubbish feelings
Save them not, never

First kisses in your mind
Over
Remain in your own life, survive

None of those hugs or kisses are irreplaceable
Or non of those shits are your only good things that ever happened to you
There will be thousands great memories with whom you don't know yet
Hurry up, your life's waiting for you
Imagine all those people who crashes their life with this stupid depression
Neither they were not suppose to loose their times for a nothingness
Giving up is for losers, you are not a loser.